love makes one cry.
love makes one sing.
love makes one a fool.

love makes one horny.
love makes one go gaga.
love makes one go crazy.

love makes one feel affection.
love makes one feel so closed.
love makes one being missed.

love makes one feel contented.
love makes one to make babies.
love makes one a stronger person.

love makes one would do anything.
love makes one how wonderful life is now.
love makes one go around telling how good her his partner is.
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the list just go on and on... without your love i wouldn't be able to feel all these again. i may be weak and i don't feel secure about the happenings in the past, with your love now, i'm a stronger person, i could even kill a tigress(opps, i dun mean you! haha). really very thankful of all the things you have done for me.

life is full of puzzle and its unpredictable, and you're one of my missing jigsaw puzzle. i never felt this way before, everything i do or anywhere i go i think of you. you're so addictive!!!

你是我的快乐丸子.


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Labels: bliss, fact, feeling, happy, love, miss, monster, silly

half of my one week break is gone, and i havent even start on my assignments and group projects... i have to admit that i'm plain lazy, cause i could only worked when my stress level is high... =Z
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something about women.
they're very strange creatures.

if you do something e way they wanted/asked for or sweet things a 100times, and in return just 1 silly/stupid mistake, they just shoot you a look to kill or perhaps worse.

issit because you have been treating them to nice, and they have already set or expect a high standard from you. you can argue that they're just taking things for granted? (this kind of breed is a total hatred for me!)

and they don't give e look to kill for other guys who messed up a 100times where only does 1 thing right. is that 1 time can have as much feelings compare to a 100times?

if thats e case, i would rather be a guy who messed up things and only do 1 right thing in return. you be the judge!
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you're someone i love,
now i cant live a day without missing you.
i have become a fool that is so attached to you.
where i try to hide you away in my mind sometimes,
but the next day i think about you again.
for the past few weeks, you have been appearing in my sleep.
i always wish it was real, having you close to me by my side.
several hundred dreams to just being happy with your love for one day,
i will take that life cause
i love you.


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Labels: alone, bliss, emo, fact, feeling, lazy, life, loser, lost, love, miss, monster, piss off, silly, stress

my baobei, my love, my silly bun, my monster, my sidekick and someone who makes me commit crime everyday cause my love for her is a crime. she is my hazeL bee.





its been 3 whole weeks since she left but to me it seems like 3 months instead. i have got so many to say, just that i dunno where to start. many may find that i'm different cause i'm attached but i don't think i have changed thou. perhaps i'm more affection, tts why? but for those who know me, its perfectly normal.

sms, msn, video calls and late night chats, its like never enough... we have like endless topic and stuff to update each other every single night.




p/s: for some i may be damn corny, lame, loser or whatever. to others, i may be sweet....blah blah blah... seriously, who gives a fuck shit?

Labels: bliss, fact, feeling, loser, love, miss, monster, piss off, reality, silly

i'm still around~

i just got out from stressed zone~

i got assignment due tts why i left this place untouched~

i'm so addicted to face book where i could play texas holdem poker~

i miss my hazeL bee~

*ahem* i wanna *ahem ahem* her~




HEY....

what you thinking? kiss leh....


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Labels: bored, fact, love, miss, monster, silly, uni

i was kinda stunned when someone(s) said to me regarding this blog over MSN... it came pretty shocking! its not anything bad, just that friends is also concern about my love life. i got no obligations about it... non invading my privacy, totally fine with it...

i'm just very thankful for those sending best regards for me & hazel. i totally appreciated it.

even my drinking mates like, chang & kevin... they're totally understanding as well... being happy for me, and also kept questioning about juicy/details stuff... haha~ guys do gossips too! trust me, we're one hell of a bitcha~

i was counting down to the finals just now, its like 2more mths!!!

stress level is going up pretty soon... as i only had 2 papers this semester BUT i'm gonna start early and really put in effort or else i gonna disappointed my folks & love ones...

oh well, i'm just killing some time before my next tutorial... oh ya, i'm so addicted to facebook now, i know i'm slow but its really fun. do try it out, add me as your beloved friend at stevi_boi@hotmail.com

oh well, i gonna end my entry now...

silly bun, you drives me crazy thinking about all the things we're gonna do and even the wait is too long for me to endure...

Labels: bliss, feeling, happy, loser, love, miss, monster, silly, uni

i'm really happy that i have met you.

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Labels: bliss, happy

attention guys!

do your partner or girl-friends, bakes you cookies?

if yes! you're in for something...

cause subconsciously, she/they wants to get pregnant.

this may sound damn lame, its told by my lecturer thou...

believe it or not? release your offsprings and you'll know. haha!!!

Labels: Curtin, loser, uni

i wish i could be there;

to take care of you,
to bring you to the doctor,
to feed you medication,
to pet you to sleep,
to cook for you,
to show my deepest concern,

its my responsibility but i'm unable to keep my words cause i'm so far away. dun feel bad for me, i felt even worse. let me take this chance to reassure everything, i will be by your side (in SG) whenever you need me. sorry for not doing my utmost... love sha tou~

Labels: fact, loser, love, monster, silly

i hav survived for a week but there's still weeks ahead before i can see her. i don't wanna count, it makes me go crazy with figures!!! esp the accounting test i took last friday...

its kinda hard for the both of us thou, as i know deeply within us... we're yearning to see each other so much... with unlimited sms, calls, msn and video call will keep us accompany cyber-ly together...

a To-Do-List and To-Eat-List will be done when i'm back... i'm bound to have a few surprises cause she had promised me something, hehe... its confidential, i'm unable to share my *ahem-room* secrets. ops~ =X

simply i just wanna say that, i miss her presence and i cant wait to hug her again.

i know it may sound corny or mushy but its just how one express its own feelings. this is how i do it. take it or leave this blog alone, i don't fucking care as long as i'm happy. hahaha~

Labels: bliss, bored, fact, love, monster, piss off, silly

for the past few days since the departure of her, i felt rather lonely...

what i'm doing to kill time is rather to attend lectures and tuts but i still thinks of her, i work yet it still reminds me of her, i slack at home the more i misses her!

i just cant shake her off my mind, issit because i'm infected with hazelirus? i'm unable to focus on things, she will just pop into my mind... i wonder its a good or bad thing? depends where you're seeing thou~

from the things she said to me, i know and i'm thankful of it.

a lil quote from her *ahem*, i sure kena up down left right centre from her! but i don't care!!!


btw that applies to me as well... am i blissful or wat? this is what i called happiness!

Labels: bliss, happy, miss, monster, silly

whats with me at this very moment?

i totally don't feel good at all, sending her into the departure hall was hard, when i finally get to experience such pain since like 2yrs ago... the pain within me is beyond words of description, only those will know when you get to see your love one go off, without you by their side... thats a hard part~

the harder part is for the past 9days, she would be sitting next to me while i drove her around, or even just to get some food to fill our hungry stomach late at night. she's been there; looking at me, teasing me, looking blur (most of the time), taking pics, acting cool, kissing.... i missed the times, and i can bet on that~

the hardest part for now is that my room is so quiet without her funny & loud laughter that even a "bangala" will die listening to her, and she even tried to copy my malaysian accent while we're just talking... (i just checked online that her flight has just departed from perth.) i miss the times, she kept saying that she ate alot cause she really do. *opps* haha! sat infront of the laptop with me, just browsing and surfing around... my room is not messy anymore, without her clothes and stuff lying around every corner. the bed will be empty and the night would be rather cold without the human bolster.

all of these are good memories which will be stored in me. theres alot of feelings, i would like to express but i don't know how to. *cheeeze* the presence of my weiwei is still vivid and fresh in my mind. i would like to thank her, for everything she has done. thank you sha ben.

your absence and the distance between us will make the heart grow fonder, i think its important for me to express all these to my weiwei because she's in my top list that i would do anything to make her feel good and happy (words are free) but honestly i havent felt such strong attraction and feelings for a person since donkey years ago... its gonna be a challenge for this LDR of ours, we will see!

i love you dearly, i'm yours sincerely but baobei do remember everything e bits and pieces k. i will see you in a flash~~~ 3mths time! maid-in-the-making~~~

Labels: alone, bliss, fact, feeling, flight, life, loser, lost, love, miss, monster, perth, silly, summary