quick facts


travelled at least 800km over the past four days.

drove nonstop for 3 and half hours.

havent had any rice or chilli for my meals.

been kissed countless times... *ahem* not to mention french kiss too!

took lots of photos but i'm not even in half of them!

caught the 'sunset', you will know what i meant.

climbed the lighthouse for the second time with my sha tou(silly head).

drink & drive...

fine lunching @ leeuwin estate

and lots lots more.... let pictures do the talking...
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Entering COW Land - Cowaramup


more COWs


the CMI sunset


Leeuwin Estate - fine lunching
i had '04 shiraz and silly head had '06 chardonnay


entree - scallop


entree - soup


my main - fish of the day (red snapper)


silly head's main - chicken breast and .....???


it was so filling that we didn't even had the chance for desserts - apple crumble with vanilla ice cream....
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the lake house is romantic,
the light house is just so breath-taking with her.


@ the lavender farm


leeuwin estate



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Now playing: Timberland - The Way I Are
via FoxyTunes

Labels: bliss, fact, love, lunch, monster, silly

a man's life falls apart as a result of his affliction with obsessive compulsive disorder and tourette's syndrome but the man aint me.

haha....

i'm enjoying every single minute, hour and time with my monster. the feeling is just so overwhelmed with her presence, the love and affection that i received is so WOAH~ so lovely, she's someone i always long for... enough said~ =X

some pictures that i wanna share...



BE AFRAID, BE VERY AFRAID...



force to take pics even when i'm driving...



CATCHA!!! was caught grabbing my balls...



monSTer munching again without posing, UNGLAM shots!!!



one of my favourite photos...


she's beo-ing at my entry now, i better not blog too much bad and unglam stuff or else i no more seven heaven... hehe...

oh ya, i wont be updating for the next this few days... gotta out of here!

Labels: bliss, feeling, love, monster, perth, silly

attention all passengers, this is captain steven, your pilot for today.

the flight would be touching down in western australia time eta 14:00 hours. the current weather now is 17deg most cloudy, would expect a couple of showers in the later afternoon with a low of 10deg. thank you for flying with qantas, i hope you have a pleasant journey in perth.

crew, prepare for arrival.




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Now playing: Maroon 5 - Wake Up Call
via FoxyTunes

Labels: flight, loser, monster, perth, trip

after days of speculation what about tomorrow?

close friends would know or some would perhaps guess is it regarding... if you follow closely with my entries, it should be quite obvious about the 'progress'.

well i should say that i have never felt so excited and anxious, other than nigee & eleen's visit last year... but this time round is a total different feeling! haha... my monSTer is gonna visit me here in Perth!!!

feelings is overwhelmed~~~ love is in the air~~ so loved~


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Now playing: Linkin Park - Shadow Of The Day
via FoxyTunes

Labels: bliss, feeling, love, monster, silly

a man in his sixties now, tt had been through rough times when he was young. worked at a early age to support the entire family(deceased grand mom & few siblings). grand dad passed away at a early age due to a fall.

if i'm not wrong, he started out as a apprentice in the construction/engineering industry, slowly he built on more complex engineering works and started his own business.... with years of experience, it progress with a few foremen and dozens of foreign workers.

i remember once that he was installing the overhead road signs on PIE along Kim Keat Link/Toa Payoh exit. i didn't know he did that till i saw it... the new Bowen secondary school's library, the round top shelter, and multi storey carpark in SengKang, Punggol, Tampanies and Sembawang is also his masterpiece.... believe it or not, and even PM Lee Hsien Long's house in town area...

he look strict and fierce in his appearance, he's one that i respect the most not because with his looks. its the aura & feelings he gave me. we had a generation gap with at least 40 years apart, we may think differently in certain aspects but mom always said that our bad temper is the same. why cant i have a little genius from him? thats what mom always says...

he's a family man who doesn't drinks but he smokes. i may see him as a non-gambler cause he just bets on horses occasionally but not now... he always puts the family in front of him, he provides us with a comfortable home, let us feel secure, with shelter and food. (i know this is what normal family men does. for my case, if you're close to me... you will know what i'm talking about.)

he planned the entire road for us ahead, he's a thinker i may say. i just talked to him 20mins ago, concerning about his back. due to the fact that it had worsen and had brought forward his operation day. i know its just a small minor operation with a very very high percentage of success rate but from what he told me over the phone, *personal stuff...etc*, he makes me feel so fragile... i weeped after we hang up. its not because of the operation, its the things he told me.

yes, i'm worried cause i'm unable to be there for him. i have to express my deepest thankfulness to him of what he had done & told me. he may not understand english nor know about this blog of mine but deep in my heart, i'm thankful of the many little & big things he had done for me. i'm proud to be his son.

signing off with lotsa respect
tan k.k.

Labels: dad, fact, family

absence makes the heart fonder

how true is this sentence?
it varies from everyone, as of me, i'm growing out of it... not in a bad way but towards the brighter side of the pasture. i may sound ambiguous to a certain degree but its just how i felt towards it. you may argue with my used of term-logy, but never doubt about my affection & feelings.

can say that i'm naive? thinker? immature?
seriously, i don't fucking care how you gonna think about me. i'm doing fine here. as on today, i may not be the crazy guy or happy-go-lucky guy next door, just don't step on my tail or shit on my head. i will make sure i fucking blow yr head off... trust me!

why i sound so pissed nor angry?
maybe i'm.... i'm just expressing myself, i'm alright. like totally! haha... i need to study for my consumer behaviour test le, or else "goon goon" gonna bash me up!
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i think i lost count again...
(counting now....)
tomorrow onwards would be count down from 4days... excluding today~


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Now playing: Linkin Park - Bleed It Out
via FoxyTunes

Labels: fact, feeling, loser, love, reality

One of the most precious gifts God has given us is the ability to remember. There are plenty of hurts and disappointments in life that we should forget. But good memories become a treasure chest of priceless reminders of relationships shared and joys experienced.

Where is the heart that does not keep
Within its inmost store
Some fond remembrance hidden deep
Of days that are no more?

Never let today’s burden erase yesterday’s blessing.

extraction from today's Daily Bread.
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eight LUCKY 7 on the spot...
my fav number if you don't know.
Proud to be a Man United fan, even thou they're adrift with the leaders...

Labels: christ, fact, feeling, GOD, reality

its been a long day for me in sch(9-5 with 2hr & 30mins break), as compare to the long wait i'm now... its NOTHING at all loh.

as i know i would be free ahead after today...

the wait just makes me sianzzzz already, anticipate like 18days ago...till now left with nine 8days. the wait makes me weak, makes me frustrated, makes me pissed and even wonder why does time pass so slow when you're away, farrr away....

what i really want now, is you. just wanna see you NOW. sickening!

what to do? WAIT... i'm contradicting myself, and i know it.

things i say, may makes no sense at all... i just wanna WHINE.
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i was reading through my horoscope the other day tt ah gal send me... i find that its so true in most aspects~ something to share... (hey! if you guys wants it, dun mind to pop me an email or tagged at my chatbox.)

• hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way
  
• gifted with the ability to be a very social person (depends WHO & whether its female anot? haha...)
  
• a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus
  
• once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love"
  
• the type who gamble anything in the casino (yes, its in the blood.)
  
• like to be the first person to do something (SO TRUE!!!)
• if he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking (sometimes am day-dreaming)

alright, its just some bullet points, good and bad its all in there.... its either take it or leave it, i would recommend that you keep it. :D


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Now playing: 林俊杰 - 大男人小女孩
via FoxyTunes

its so hot which it just arrived this morning!



dun envy me that i can listen to lead vocal, Chester Bennington LIVE and get to see Mike Shinoda and my fav. Joe Hahn! this coming October~
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11 10 days LEFT..... its coming! its coming down to single digit~ hooray!!!

Labels: bliss, event

twelve eleven days left... is my calculations correct?

haha! i have to admit that i hav lost count... (i cant count loh....)

other then that, i just felt a sudden urge to squeeze, bully, disturb and bite the monSTer... even more, its a form of affection & closeness i would like to display towards the monSTer...

all for now, i hav to kill time slowly with upcoming tests and assignments!!! kinda sucky thou~

"wah lan eh, kan si na sian loh! wa si buey tahan liao ar!"

Labels: alone, bliss, Curtin, feeling, miss

one sentence to my motherland,

Happy Birthday Singapore, may you be prosperity and 'in good whealth.

don't forget to give me a job in the government sector or integrated resort in years time ya. seriously i don't give a shit about others talking behind that i'm working for the government, cuz i want to be in the STB or running for the next MP~

for some i maybe dreaming but doesn't you dream? either small or unbelievable things?
just that how much hope or effort, you put into realising yr own dream, so lets aim high~

remember that -- SINGAPORE, a NATION FULL OF POSSIBILITIES.

15 14days! 2 more weeks and will be through...

Labels: birthday, bliss, fact, feeling, reality, singapore

so if next time, you pick up something precious... you better asked if you could be their owner first, or else! something bad will befall on you.... like ME!

uni life has been picking up, even thou i have to drag myself up this morning and struggle during the initial part and towards the end cuz i'm outta focus and energy...

news that i got today, made me a relieved person... finally its all over, everything is good to go~ just one small issue, but a BIG one for me... is the wait in 16 15 days....

Labels: bliss, fact, reality

alright, we all know that lecture is boring!

sometimes its either too dry or too hard to digest but yet i still have to focus on what the lecturer says even though i couldn't make out any sense about what they're talking about...

ppl always says that university life is the best of yr schooling life, its like getting to meet NEW friends(wah! tts like so exciting HAR!), some will get to meet 'THE ONE', party all night long, assignments are easy!....blah blah blah~~~

i'll have to accept part of it... sometimes, its interesting when u meet new friends but some are just a total turn off, arrogant, cant be bother piece of shit... the way they speak and their actions tells most of their personality and HOW they will react if problems arises, covering their own wee-hole without giving in any help.

you can say that i'm whining or venting my anger... i'm feelin just fine, i just say what i wanna say for the past week, as my team members in a particular tutorial class acts like this...

as for this week, everything is picking up... well, i guess so! hahaha....
(this shld be blogged last week, perhaps i couldn't put it in words thats why its a delayed...haha!)

tomorrow gonna be a long day for me...9 to 5, just like office hours~ *wink*
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as of now, i'm anticipating... looking forward... in what 17 16 days will turn out to be~

its never about the plant, nor the dog, or my uni life...

its about a 'thing', is MONSTER consider a THING too... haha! that is such importance to me~

issit my fav ELMO, Tickle Me ELMO TMX? or the LP tixs that arrive in my mailbox?

i got no idea~ lets wait and see...

patience my young jedi~
(but i not young anymore, tts why i'm impulsive!)


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Now playing: 周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密
via FoxyTunes

Labels: answer, bliss, Curtin, dreamer, feeling, loser, piss off, question, reality, summary, uni

its crawling in my skin, these wounds will never heal....

but in the end, what i've done makes me feel so numb.
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i woke up early, just to purchase the LP tickets~

i have been like spending money like water for the past weekend...

i still need to get books for my units,

and i'm gonna work like a dog COW these few weeks....

goodness! marvelous!!!
left 19 18 17 days
(someone commented that i can't count - 10:21pm)

Labels: bliss, event, party

news that i heard last night deprive my beauty sleep.

i keep tossing and turning around my queen size bed till like 5 in the morning.

seriously, i couldn't make out the actual reason why? too excited or overwhelmed?

but am looking forward to it, counting down as of today - 19 18 days left.

if you wanna know what issit? stay tune and keep on track...

we'll take it from here... i seriously mean it. hehe!!!

MEET THE MONSTER!


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Now playing: 林俊杰 & 金莎 - 发现爱
via FoxyTunes

Labels: bliss

with this verse, i could truly understand the meaning as no matter what things you have received, its a gift from above, and you should gladly accept it. just like love....




in other words it says that true love does not change with circumstances because in Jeremiah 31:3,




so for now its time to do something, one act of random kindness at a time is all to change the world.

Labels: christ, GOD, reality

some call it event,
some call it gig,
some call it concert,
some don't fucking cares! like me....

cause Linkin Fuck Park will be in Perth this coming 18 October!

hopefully, i'm be the first to grab the tixs once its out this coming monday... i need some confirmation on who's going as well~!!! ahaha....

by the way, to all the chasing cars(Snow Patrol) fans out there.... they're coming on the 22 September... hehe!

envy me? please don't cause must likely i will turn up on either one or both of the gigs~

Labels: event