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once more please... - Sunday, April 29, 2007

just had my third cigarette of the day...
was so much lesser compared to yesterday's one pack+.

about last night, it was splendid~~~

dinner was supposed to be at red herring. due to the fact, it was totally booked out for the second consecutive saturdays!

that's where kevin and i shifted our attention to Balthazar, with over 400 selection of wines and its fine dining. the ambiance was at its best with lights dimmed and its cosy surroundings.

we(kevin, sarah, tina and i) had scallops, duck liver, blue crab for entrees. as for the mains we had steak, lamb and salmon (fishy is mine!), and it goes well with the white from france. not to forget the desserts as well... the restaurant really serves delicious and yummlicious food. i will be back for a date, if i had one. haha~

we headed down to cannington greyhound showground, for a eye candy of dog racing and the fireworks! cause its a special event and cup final. sadly, i lost 40bucks betting on the wrong win but its just for fun thou.

Perth Cup
who let the dogs out? got dogs??? where issit?



kevin: wah! this picture i look like ah beng la...
me: lidat what about me?



sister & brother 'tan' bonding.



j'aime le tina, elle est beau.



erm...how come kevin is like laughing instead of smiling?



melts my heart...




p/s: i shaved my goatee.

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yet another weekend~ - Saturday, April 28, 2007

the party mood kicks in once again...

i have to admit that i really did party hard this semester...

on the other hand, the effort i put into studies, its horrendous!

i couldn't stay put... kept drifting away from all the workload...

which is really bitter and disappointing... sigh!

i have to say once again that, i have no drive~ nothing keeps me moving~ not motivate at all~

i'm a lost child, pardon me for my wrongdoings...

quote by Marvin Williams from the daily bread:
"if you are being led into a wilderness of disappointment and bitterness right now, trust God, for He knows exactly where you are and what you need. As you obey His commands, He will lead you out of the desert and into a place of spiritual abundance, healing and refreshment"

the road ahead its already pre-plan, i'm just walking on the ground you created.

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question mark - Wednesday, April 25, 2007

LOL... expensive 'hobby', hell yeah it is~~~

what i wanna say in today's entry...

i was thinking about it awhile ago, but i just lost it... shit~



quick facts
score 80% HD in my Marketing individual assignment with the help of raymond, i owe you one~

barely scrap through my Law mid term test, with just a pass which i only manage to revise e night before...

first and hopefully last fail of the semester, Econs mid term test, never study at all... but yet i find it easy! haha...

for the next couple of weeks... i will be racing against time for my test, assignments and group projects... will be a long one... argh! i hate this feeling... seriously, i'm scare! screwed~~~ shitting my pants...

-end of facts-




hula bula bar
when my hair was pretty long... it looks like a BOMBSHELL now, waaa!



thats alot to drink!!!



sapphire bar
hunting for chicks!!! ***DETECTED***



whats the similarities??? odd one out?

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STOP - Saturday, April 21, 2007

i managed to come to a halt...

after a long and deep sleep of fantasy...

sometimes man just do whatever they wanted to... but its just that things wouldn't go their way...

thats when they would fall into a pit hole... like i do which is not too deep and i have managed to bring myself up again...

its a vital lesson that i have learn...

never take things for granted... (blah blah blah~~~)

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hang me please - Monday, April 16, 2007

its so addictive than smoking or even drinking!

these are already two very sinful act... and the worst, gambling.

which i fancy playing card games like Baccarat, Caribbean Stud Poker and Texas Hold'em Bonus Poker.

i know its really bad... BUT you got nowhere and nothing to do at night here.

there's where lots of students head to, the casino.

is there a gambling addictive problem? or just seeking the adrenaline rush while betting?

i guess 30%--70%. sigh!

or issit because of the winnings? perhaps...

i think i should really cut down on going... while i hav a mountain of assignments and tests coming my way...

someone control me please, hopefully 'someone' la. wahahaha!

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hate to see you go! - Sunday, April 15, 2007

the break is finally over, which really saddens me...

no more late nights, no more drinking nor catching up during the weekdays...

am gonna switch back to my 'work hard during the weekdays' and 'looking forward to weekend' mood from tomorrow onwards...

with assignments and mid term tests still hanging on the verge... i probably have to work at full throttle... yes i know, i should start early but my mind is already in party mood for the past 2wks... so you should know how it feels... cause you dunno where to start and cant be bother.... even though, am not doing anything... haha!

oh well, its raining here now... i'm going for a nap now...

bye all, love lots...

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how to be happy? - Friday, April 13, 2007

i have been seeking something deep down in me, but i failed in the quest of searching for that elusive prize.

who doesn't want to be happy? contented? filled with everything one desires for?

when i was reading the daily bread last night, it guided me to something...

Proverbs 16:20 says: "Whoever trusts in the LORD, happy is he."

seriously i do... but am i really happy within? i ponder...

and it states a list of Ten Rules for Happier Living (i think i should adapt to it):

1. Give something away.
2. Do a kindness.
3. Give thanks always.
4. Work with vim and vigor.
5. Visit the elderly and learn from their experience.
6. Look intently into the face of a baby and marvel.
7. Laugh often - it's life's lubricant.
8. Pray to know God's way.
9. Plan as though you will live forever - you will in heaven.
10. Live your day as though is your last on earth.

excellent ideas i say....but where and what to start? sigh...

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just a quick fact - Wednesday, April 11, 2007

the facts took placed between thurday(5 april) till tuesday(10 april),
in a total of 6 days.

1. watched the movie, 300.
2. KTV session.
3. had at least 18-21 glasses of redbull vodka.
4. had at least 10-14 pints of beer.
5. had been to the casino for more than 4 times.
6. had made a total profit of more than $***.00 at the casino.
7. been out till LATE.
8. have not studied for mid term test nor done any assignments.
9. been really happy, high, sad, anger.....
10. had eaten home-made oreo and original cheese pie cake.
11. indulge in fine dining.
12. dress smartly but its a pity there's no pics.

i guess its enough thou.... cause i couldn't remember much after so many days of hardcore partying, drinking and outing! hahaha...

hopefully more updates to come....

stay tuned... sianz~

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kick some ass! - Friday, April 06, 2007



变成了一个影 隐藏了自己 
爱情困难呼吸 我是沉默玩具


执着对你无限期 模糊我自己 
不愿升上白旗 输了你的游戏

你和他 对街拥抱 我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我 
为什么一厢情愿的人 会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人总是我
爱上你 需要那真情意 收在日记里


寂寞天天不休息 让甜蜜全也忘记 
幸福不再美丽 可是我会在意


为什么对你舍不得的人总是我
还是你 需要那真情意 真爱你的人会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人总是我
还是你 需要那真情意 收在日记里

*bold = reflect how i felt.

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where'd you go? -

i left my motherland 3years ago for advance studies in Australia.

it was a big decision in life, it depends on my road ahead, cause i was at a cross junction, dunno where i would head to or what will i be in twenty years time?

completely nothing (if i don't persuade what i want for future.)

after much consideration, advices and encouragement, i'm already at the departure gates. family and friends sent me off, a really unforgettable and vivid moment that will always stays in my heart.

due to my age now and then, it brings lots of changes (did i really changed?) and uncertainty for moving on a uncertain future...

"everyone ask me, are you coming back after you graduated?"

my answer deep down, i make my way from one location to another, not knowing where i would finally head to.

as my fav. quote says: "where will you go, when you finally go?"

whats the final decision?

i'm unsure myself... i still don't see my whereabout...

as starwars quote: "patience my young jedi"

EMO KID? i think i'm.... haha!

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moo to missy - Thursday, April 05, 2007

as requested by missy, who wanted me to post pics...

the following pics were taken at mambo night...

i was disappointed in the music thou, i thought it was like zouk's mambo night... but it turn out like shit! r&b music, just a handful of retro music throughout the whole night... which seems like i have been con! NBCCB~

BUT i did enjoyed myself with frens around and drank pretty much! that the 'party' side of me surface!!! haha...

i present crazy me...





as you can see, all of me are pose~ the V + tongue. *ahem*
front view pics are still with other frens... couldn't got hold of it...
my hair so SHORT!!! army boy la...

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爱情 - Wednesday, April 04, 2007



听窗外的雨
它滴滴嗒嗒打在窗口
象我思绪
反覆的把你想念叫做爱情
我好想证明
从不在一起
我还是不能停止想你

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moo'd @ 11:40 PM



this is shit -

what if you could have the things you want in life?

would you want to feel attractive, fit, and full of vitality?

or do something you always wanted to do, turn back time...etc

the fact is that you can't, unless you got the time machine
or you own some gold mine in africa.

the truth is rather clear and straight forward.

decide what results you want, but don't take 'no' for an answer

but commit yourself to the outcome with passion, drive and motivation.

dealt with it... beat it... or whatever...

is it worth making some changes in your priorities?

i don't know.

there isn't a whole lot of give and take but things tends to be different.

an outcome no one would relish.





p/s: perhaps all the sentences doesn't sound right with one another... cause i just type whatever comes out from my pea brain. so bear with me k. =P

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HIM - Monday, April 02, 2007

the very first time, when i heard about HIM, is when i was in primary 2. my form tutor told the whole class stories about HIM... how he open the red sea... dying for our sins on the cross and rose up the third day...etc

its when i was in secondary that i got closer to him, i went for youth service every saturday afternoon, just to know him better... but stopped due to peer pressure and self as well... but i will always remember this particular camp held by the service, its when i gave CHRIST, the holy touched by HIM and i teared... due to some personal issue as well...

but everything came to a stop... not attending service, reading the bible and prayers...

towards the end of my secondary sch life, i met this old primary school fren of mine, who is my budd now... a strong believer of GOD that guide me towards HIM again... am thankful of all the things, she had done for me... even just listening to my woes, its good enough...

recently, before i came over... i was presented a bible from her again, cuz before i received new testimonial bible from her... i did read but stopped due to my faith and laziness....

as of now, i make it a habit and keeping my faith strong.... reading the daily bread, the bible and pray every night before i go to bed... you guys must be wondering, why a sudden in all these faith and CHRIST thing... let me tell you, if not for HIM! i wouldn't be who and what i am now... HE answered my prayers, keeping me up, guiding me along the rocky road, providing me with wisdom....etc

perhaps this is the way i repay back to him, by keeping my faith strong and have him close at heart.

maybe this entry would seems useless or 'out of the world' for some but you must know, HE does wonders...

Jesus put out His hand and touched him. - Matthew 8:3

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