you have been missed already - Sunday, September 02, 2007
whats with me at this very moment?
i totally don't feel good at all, sending her into the departure hall was hard, when i finally get to experience such pain since like 2yrs ago... the pain within me is beyond words of description, only those will know when you get to see your love one go off, without you by their side... thats a hard part~
the harder part is for the past 9days, she would be sitting next to me while i drove her around, or even just to get some food to fill our hungry stomach late at night. she's been there; looking at me, teasing me, looking blur (most of the time), taking pics, acting cool, kissing.... i missed the times, and i can bet on that~
the hardest part for now is that my room is so quiet without her funny & loud laughter that even a "bangala" will die listening to her, and she even tried to copy my malaysian accent while we're just talking... (i just checked online that her flight has just departed from perth.) i miss the times, she kept saying that she ate alot cause she really do. *opps* haha! sat infront of the laptop with me, just browsing and surfing around... my room is not messy anymore, without her clothes and stuff lying around every corner. the bed will be empty and the night would be rather cold without the human bolster.
all of these are good memories which will be stored in me. theres alot of feelings, i would like to express but i don't know how to. *cheeeze* the presence of my weiwei is still vivid and fresh in my mind. i would like to thank her, for everything she has done. thank you sha ben.
your absence and the distance between us will make the heart grow fonder, i think its important for me to express all these to my weiwei because she's in my top list that i would do anything to make her feel good and happy (words are free) but honestly i havent felt such strong attraction and feelings for a person since donkey years ago... its gonna be a challenge for this LDR of ours, we will see!
i love you dearly, i'm yours sincerely but baobei do remember everything e bits and pieces k. i will see you in a flash~~~ 3mths time! maid-in-the-making~~~
i totally don't feel good at all, sending her into the departure hall was hard, when i finally get to experience such pain since like 2yrs ago... the pain within me is beyond words of description, only those will know when you get to see your love one go off, without you by their side... thats a hard part~
the harder part is for the past 9days, she would be sitting next to me while i drove her around, or even just to get some food to fill our hungry stomach late at night. she's been there; looking at me, teasing me, looking blur (most of the time), taking pics, acting cool, kissing.... i missed the times, and i can bet on that~
the hardest part for now is that my room is so quiet without her funny & loud laughter that even a "bangala" will die listening to her, and she even tried to copy my malaysian accent while we're just talking... (i just checked online that her flight has just departed from perth.) i miss the times, she kept saying that she ate alot cause she really do. *opps* haha! sat infront of the laptop with me, just browsing and surfing around... my room is not messy anymore, without her clothes and stuff lying around every corner. the bed will be empty and the night would be rather cold without the human bolster.
all of these are good memories which will be stored in me. theres alot of feelings, i would like to express but i don't know how to. *cheeeze* the presence of my weiwei is still vivid and fresh in my mind. i would like to thank her, for everything she has done. thank you sha ben.
your absence and the distance between us will make the heart grow fonder, i think its important for me to express all these to my weiwei because she's in my top list that i would do anything to make her feel good and happy (words are free) but honestly i havent felt such strong attraction and feelings for a person since donkey years ago... its gonna be a challenge for this LDR of ours, we will see!
i love you dearly, i'm yours sincerely but baobei do remember everything e bits and pieces k. i will see you in a flash~~~ 3mths time! maid-in-the-making~~~
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moo'd @ 11:15 AM
