for the past 3 weeks since i touched down...

i have been meeting fren, couple, gang, group, family non-stop...

and i made new frens too, but e saddest thing is that one of my new found fren committed suicide on e 16...i attended the funeral and its heartbreaking...from what i see, he has no worries in life, no finance nor relationship troubles...perhaps he's sick of life, no drive? maybe...

from the bottom of my heart, i wish that God will take care of him and may you rest in peace...

alrighty, lets not talk about this anymore...

bottom line: life is so fragile.

i still got a handful of people that i didn't got the time to met up with...=X

like i always said, i still have 'time' here...so dun worry but time is running out...arghhH!!!!

to think about it am leaving soon...why am i talking about this again..SHIT~

oh ya, from the previous entry...thanxs for those who had showed concern regarding my current situation...

i have questions like; why are you feeling so down? you're not like this e last time? what costs that sorta feeling? why are you lost?

perhaps i know why i'm like this...issit because of guilt, hatred or alone? i ain't telling...

i hope this shit will just go away soon...

God please guide me to the right path in life, and give me strength to overcome all these obstacles ahead of me...

life still goes on.....

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