4 weeks+
29 days
696 hours

what more can i say? i wasted so much time of my life...
seriously speaking i would like to get out of my small shell, and get a life!

i hav been feeling depressed for the past week till now...
am not feelin anymore better, i wonder what causes it?

issit the chocolates? the starburst? or the beer that i had?
or issit the weather? or the people surrounding me?

i hav been doing some soul searching, but nowhere i could be found.
i'm in no man's island, trust me...i'm lost.

i thought by entrusting my faith to God would lead me to something better in life,
but the journey was rather tough. i hav been reading the 30 day salavation in the bible almost every night and prayers too. but i still lost...

is this a test for me? i'm puzzled....