i drove passed Australian Red Cross a couple of times...been waiting to enter and asked questions about donating blood. today, i took a great step...when i was approaching e building, my mind was telling me...why not give a try or clear any doubts i had. before i came up with any conclusion, i had already turn into the building and looking for parking lot...i was quite surprised thou.

i went straight to the counter, and asked questions about blood donating...the friendly receptionist answered all my questions, and even asked one of the nurses to tell more about it. after receiving all the info, i decided to give it a try, to be a NEW blood donor and help save lives. i was pretty nervous thou cuz i had fainted once when i saw my fren donating platelets. it was kinda stupid lar...dun wish to talk abt it, keep all e dirty secrets to myself. Shhhh! =X

i told the nurse about i'm afraid the sight of blood and esp the tubes with blood flowing...she said i will do fine...so i'm sure, i'll be alright. Hee!

filled up a donor questionnaire, it ask questions about my health and some personal stuff...rather fine with every single question when this question hit me...

do i have/suffered any heart failure, heart attack, chest pain before....? (roughly the question is like this)

i tick yes cuz last year, 23 of November, i still can remember vividly that i suffered heart pain...never felt this kind of pain before, and furthermore it's at my heart area. the pain came on and off throughout the whole day till evening...its not heart burnt(too much food or calories), till now am still puzzled abt the piercing pain i had....i declare myself about that...

the nurse went though almost all the important questions with me, and the above question came...she ask me a few things, and she rang the doctor to double check if i'm ok with e blood donating...i was rejected cuz they'reafraid i suffer any sickness in my heart...she suggested that i see a doctor and check if i'm ok before i'm good to go...i was quite paranoid, total sianz! i din wanna take the terrible, see the doctor(by appointed), need to pay(had abit of savings...) then get a letter from him just to donate blood...waste of time and effort. sigh! super disappointed...i just wanna save lives...why cant i?

oh ya, another big issue!!! can someone save me from all my assignment??? i had 3 due next week, 2 more the week after and 1 the very next...fucking screwed man! time to do now...bye all...send my regards to those i know k, eat all the nice food for me and i love you all...MuCkZ!