this will be my last entry of 2005. its been a year! lotsa of things did happened...sad moments that crash my heart into pieces, happy moments for me to treasure, fun moments that i enjoyed to e fullest...well, its great! made lotsa of new frens in perth, lotsa of unforgettable memories & a trip down memory lane which is you. you really left a deep impression in me...and my new year resolution...perhaps its the same! study hard and keep fit...HAHAHA!!! Good Bye 2005, welcome 2006. Happy New Year people, i love you all....signing off, drunk me! kekeke....i'm sober lar~

eat, sleep, spend $$$, get drunk....etc! haha...

i'm still alive...life have been dragging & slow...totally sianz! sigh...
some of the pixs of my life here...ha!

ZOUKOUT




most of the pixs are super blurry! haha...

Drinking session



seriously i have not been drinking alot...had caught the latest show by Peter Jackson, KING KONG. the first hour was rather boring! overall e show is good...ciaoz ppl. update soon....sigh!

well, its been almost a week since i'm back...got to admit that i still love this place, the food, the shoppings!, the club...etc but not for the people cuz there're so unfriendly & rude...on top of that, the weather!!! its so hot, so sticky....sigh!

she's overseas now, haben been communicating with her since...little msgs just acts as a form of self-motivation but its been days since i got one...i dunno why she cant recieve my msges but her's can leh, argh...weird network! i know she's enjoying herself as much as she could...getting away from everything, mind's free from troubles...etc
i'm bored...yes, i'm! arghhhhh!!! hahaha...i knew it before i came back, boredom!!! kaoz...

today's my first day! i can say that i miss Singapore...finally can experience e home feeling now...esp the weather cuz so hot & humid and the motorists here, so reckless and rude!!! everything just seem so new to me...keke! even places where i have been to, just seems so fresh! ok, i know i'm crapping...gonna enjoy myself ya~ ZOUKOUT tml...hohoho! you can reach me at 98003037. ciaoz ppl...!

almost finished packing my stuff, still left a few things to pack tml morning...its night time again when its quiet and cold which makes you think back alot of things, esp those memorable ones...sim left today! sobs sobs...will be missing him! my mind is so blank now, i dunno wat to blog...sigh! next entry coming in soon...

just 2 more nights in Perth then i will be flying back home. doesn't excites me at all, just looking forward to meet up with frens(perhaps you ppl had long forgotten me!), relatives & perhaps YOU who's reading my blog! sianz....am taking the morning flight back, should reached SG at 1.40pm! dun really expect ppl to welcome me back at the airport! only mark who took the trouble to pick me up, thanxs brother!

yap and another 19 more nights will be Christmas, times flies really fast...its almost a year, good and bad had befall on me...how unlucky i'm! hahaha...or rather should count myself lucky? i wonder...haven't packed my stuff yet, gonna stay packing tonight...nothing much too! i have been down with stiff nose, sore throat and add on i lost my voice during the ktv session on sunday with sim, meryvn, patrick...etc. am recovering now...

friends is all about accepting who i'm, especially when i'm loud, silly & full of shit...and supporting me all the way in life! thank you everyone! i miss you people.

Sitting here by myself in front of the computer screen
Without your presence cuz something ain't right
But I thought you're always here with me
Always by my side but now, my life has an empty space

The feeling that I'm feeling now;
When I can't get to see you
When I can't get to talk to you
When I can't get to know you're there
I can't do anything
I feel so weak
I can't imagine
Where are you?

I lost a part of myself when you're gone
Something is missing which is special
I lost something which is important
I lost my mood
I lost my will to fight
I lost my appetite to eat
I'm so scare