ever felt something heavy pressing against your heart? like a big gigantic rock! you can hardly breathe...it's not only painful but it's suffering too...what comes next might be tears...you just feel very tired and weak as if you had work whole day but actually you din...you're just moody, emotionless, quiet, lonely and sad. you really feel like crying, would melt your heart so that the pain won't be so heavy!

depressed as you are, you feel like you just want to do something else to forget about it but you really dunno where to start...you want to be numb and fearless, however no matter how busy you got yourself into...you would still feel depressed. you would still remember it and still feel the pain...you really feel like fading away from this earth, as if you weren't even born in this world. you just want to be alone and exclude yourself from everyone. you just want to feel dead. loneliness is you!

the songs you're listening to now are mostly lonely & sad songs. these are the songs that you would like to drown yourself into the melody and lyrics...the emotions you're feeling now is undescribable...as you fade away, you notice yourself falling deep and soon...you would lose touch of the world, everything and you!