there won't be sunshine without your existence...
what more can i expect...

i always wonder...how many secrets do a person generally have? what makes it so secretive? what makes these secrets then? a psychologist would say that the most important relationship is the relationship between yourself(issit true?). thus issit because we share these 'secrets' with ourselves, thus we could tell one or two other people about it? what makes these secrets such that we have to try to keep it in a low key or we will create havoc after telling? sometimes i wonder why i called it secrets, especially at the moment where i told someone. issit something that we are just to ashame of to show or to tell the public or are we just trying to make things more 'interesting' or 'dramatic'? secrets...such unique information that we try to hide from everyone...for what reasons?..i believe there are secret that we could not tell until the time is right and that again...how can we be sure that the time is right? what if the time never comes? i guess the main reason of a secret to think about is the purpose of that secret....

SERCRETS = function in such unique way where it could influence one's perspective of life or could even have an effect on one's life...

well after all the discussion abt the "secret" thingy. i'm feelin down all of a sudden(as always...) or rather pissed! i'm not really to discuss my grief but i assure you, now is a time for grieving. i'd rather not go into detail becuz it makes me more upset to think about it...but it's all in the mind, i cant brush it off no matter how hard i try. i'm stuck...